Late last week, a deeply depressed Larissa Lima worried fans as she expressed the depths of her despair.

She has a lot of regrets and currently feels trapped, with no way out.

The 90 Day Fiance legend then took to Instagram Live to share more with her fans and followers.

We tuned in, and Larissa had a lot of heartbreak to share.

Larissa is known for her one-liners and her larger-than-life personality.

But fans have almost never seen her actually cry.

She was crying on her Instagram Live as she shared her depair with fans.

Larissa acknowledged that her depression is in full swing.

At the moment, she feels stuck in her apartment, miserable and alone in Colorado.

For Larissa, the weather is too cold, and her depression has left her with not enough energy to move.

Larissa and Eric Nichols broke up just weeks after sparking engagement (or even marriage) rumors.

According to Larissa, Eric no longer cares about her or returns her messages.

It sounds like it was another painful breakup for the on-again, off-again couple.

In fact, Larissa said that Eric doesn't seem to care if she's alive or dead.

Except, she added, that if she were dead, Eric might be able to say whatever he wanted about her.

We are thankful that she is alive, and not just so that she can refute others' claims.

Part of what makes Larissa feel stuck is a little more concrete than the terrible toll of depression.

Larissa does not have her passport. It was confiscated by ICE last September.

She cannot really go anywhere, despite her recent talks about going back to Brazil.

Larissa is currently living in an apartment in Colorado Springs.

She revealed that she only moved to Colorado with Eric because he had promised to go with her to Brazil eventually.

Now that is off of the table and she feels trapped and alone.

Larissa noted that she feels unable to date right now because she was on 90 Day Fiance.

Fame has its price, and so do the times that her ex-husband Colt had her arrested.

Larissa shared that one date in particular blew up in her face.

Apparently she connected with a guy after one of her many breakups with Eric.

They were going to go on a date, but the guy googled her.

He saw her feud with Fernanda Flores and threw that in her face, shaming her for past comments.

Larissa was visibly depressed during the Instagram Live, worrying fans for many reasons.

She did assure her followers that she has a therapist.

Even so, she is filled with regret.

Larissa does know that a larger city might make her relative fame less of a big deal.

But Colorado Springs has a mid-sized city of under 500,000 residents.

She feels like it's harder to get lost in a crowd outside of a major metropolis.

Larissa expressed a desire to redo her life, this time without 90 Day Fiance.

She never imagined that her whole life would revolve around having appeared on the franchise.

After all, she thought that she would be married to Colt Johnson for the rest of her life.

Hopefully, Larissa will soon be feeling better and more in control over her life.